Nothing...ness and heaven nuking..

Greetings Mortals... I'm back...(after a really long time, though) Been really out of touch lately, as usual... but i have a "very" good explanation (to some extent) for this. The term is coming to a close and i have been busy writing two essays, a lit essay and a history essay, plus manage my monologue for drama. The only reason i am here now is because i have finished the above tasks (in record time i might add) and am currently free, well, more free than usual...

I'll give u a sum up of all the significant events that has happened since the last time i was here... Here it comes, so get ready (drumroll please).....:

NOTHING!!!

Yes, nothing has managed to happen in my life, AT ALL. I still live in my dinky room (with the shifted tv and messy couch) and i still can't cook. No new friendships were formed and i think a few got shot down and died along the way... Eh who relli cares? I dun relli get out much anyway. Fits my EMS style just nice. ^^ The exams are coming tomorow, no stress, well not really MUCH stress at least. The first exam is English^^!! All you have to do is write.... -.- how hard can that be? i mean all u need is content and a vocab as strong as yours truly... :P

Lets shift the mood a bit, cause as i write this i feel like crap... i am so far failing miserably in everything else non-educational... educational stability is one thing but i have no other significant traits in any other area... Once again god is screwing me and when i'm through blogging i'm gonna go concoct a plan to NUKE god and all of his stinkin' angels all from the comfort of my own room. MUAHAHAHA!!! this plan is so cunning u can stick a tail in it and call it a weasel... or brush your teeth with it.... If i were to list out the list of friends here, it'll probably not be a page long... my social repertoire is far from grand... So i'll leave u with this little thought: " When life throws u lemons, throw the lemons back at life and aim for its friggin' noggin'!!" ( Man, i love that phrase) Then of course there's this girl who doesn't even know i exist and how much i really care... GOD!!!! I'M GONNA NUKE U!!! I would swear to u on it, but i don't want to give u a warning. i'm gonna nuke u in ur sleep!!! errr.. sorry abt that, i entered a moment of verbal spasm...

Anyway about this girl, to her i mean absolutely nothing... in fact i'm like the grass on the side of the road to her. The only reason she would actually talk to me is when she needs help with her subjects and after shes done with she needs back to me being nothing... She has absolutely no idea abt how much i relli care, its pretty obvious she wouldn't want to be around if she clearly doesn't have to, trust me i've seen the look of disgust on her face all too many times to never miss it.. so what does she think of me? the answer is she's not thinking of me at all, she's applying the stepping stone concept where i am the stones she needs to hop on to succeed... Honestly this stone is half-feeling like turning over to drown her in the rushing river of failure, but i'm honestly too good a person to relli do such a thing. (i blame my conscious executive: ego) My id is telling me to avoid all contact with her while my superego is telling me to help her in anyway i can. LOAD OF ****SHIT!!! (BTW, id is the primary unconcious bestial drive in a person while the suoerego is the id's 'rival' the concsience. Ego regulates the two extremes. Application of psychological knowledge. lame i know.) Sooner or later, i'm gonna burn in hell... so she wouldn't need to burden herself when she's in space... ( by the time i die, heaven would be nuked to the dust and all the good souls float further upwards never reaching their stop so i'm gonna go with them being in space)

Here we are at the end of another rant, i dun want go on with more of this because no one actually reads my blogs... -.- sad... so fare-thee-well fair mortal(s) or if no one is reading, the multiple 0's and 1's that makes typing this possible. This is Hell Cat signing out.

P.S. i'm gonna shut down my blog sooner or later. most likely sooner. NO ONE CARES!!!!!